Assalamualikum w.b.t
Hey guys,
We meet again
Actually I forgot to post this entry HAHA
Thanks to Phais cause kept reminding me
to continue my Puppy Love Story HAHAHAH
So here is the continuation from few weeks ago.
After both of us went to boarding schools
We was lost contact
I went to Teknik School at Kedah and
He went to Science School at Negeri Sembilan
And I still kept my feelings to him --- at that time
And hoping that he will be mine
Yeah, 2 years I’ve been waiting for him
I know it sounds silly
Waiting for someone who is never knew that you like him
And guess what I closed my heart to others
just because of him
Maybe it looks pathetic
But I always pray to Allah
May Allah will bring us back ----
but It never happen
There’s maybe have a reason why
Allah didn’t make it happen, right?
Then, when I was in college
I started to open my heart again. Mihmih :3
Because I think I should forget bout him.
So Hafiz story ----The End
When I’m in semester 2 I met this guy,
Not really cute and not my type actually
Kinda bad boy type – stylish – cool – tall – thin -and
Of cause --- a rock star type. BAHAHAHA
At first, I really hate him
Serious.
He is the most annoying person that I ever met
He always makes me piss off
Idk, but I do hate him A LOT
He always teases me
Always calling me ‘kecik’
And I called him ‘kurus’ back
Always pulling out my chair
And laugh it loudly
I always crying because of his stupid jokes
And I always pray to Allah to take his life or else
I know, it’s wrong to pray for something bad for people
But, how do I like him? HAHA
Idk when but the situation became really weird
He skips classes for almost a month (I guess)
I thought he was suspended by college
And I am so happy because nobody will make me cry again
But after a week I felt really awkward
Because didn’t hear his voice laughing
And the class also quiet
Then my friend told me that
apparently he had dengue.
Suddenly I felt so regret and guilty cause
always pray for something bad happen for him
After he was healthy and went back to college
I greet and wish him – speedy recovery
And suddenly my heart AGAIN
Feels really nervous and surrounding by butterflies
But I still make it like usual
Which is nothing happen to us
And start from that day,
I think I already fall in love with him
But the situation already changed
He didn’t make noise in class
And didn’t tease me again
I felt so sad. Feels bad
I just don’t know why I miss his laughs
with his annoying smiles – at that time
Then, one day I went outing to the town
I bump into him
But, he with a girl --- a girlfriend
And he says hi to me
I just smile back to him
My eyes felt really heavy
I felt so confused, stressed, and
my heart was really in pain that night
I was crying all night long and
the next day I’m skipping class
cause I don’t wanna met him
And told my class rep that I was sick
Yeah, I am really sick – having heart-sick
Idk what should I do
I only know that I have to forget him
And it’s hard
Really hard
And the situation is not the same
like Hafiz situation
I tried to be in relationship with other guy
But it turns to disaster
Cause I always keep in mind only him
I can’t love someone like I love this guy
I tried to kept distance
But seems that I can’t
I rather change classes
For almost 2 years I’m suffering
Waiting for something that I can’t ever think bout it
It was stupid and lame
But that time I don’t have any courage’s to tell
That I really love him
So I just buried my feelings inside my heart
Because I don’t want to ruin his relationship with his girlfriend
So I just kept my feelings ALONE
And hide it from my friends.
Nobody know bout this.
And I become worst
Always sick, depressed, and its effects my grads
I know that I have to let it go
But I just don’t know what to do,
I just keep hurting myself
I don’t trust anybody
Cause people will make jokes bout it
It really painful and stressful year.
Until now, no one knew that I fall in love with him
So dear Capital ‘A’,
thanks for teach me how to survive in pain
And teach me how to be strong
Oh ya, I won’t reveal his name
Cause he is one of my facebook and instagram friends! HAHAHA
After stu-dying there
I’m working and start a new life
I didn’t contact with my college friends
I tried to get into healthy relationship
A LOT
but still can’t forget him until I met this guy.
TO BE CONTINUE…. Teehee
Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead.
Oscar Wilde
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Bahasa Melayu
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p.s: If you are lying bout your story, means you also
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Till then,
XOXO
S
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