Farewell 2013 :)

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Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hey guys!

2013 gonna leave us soon ---

Within few hours

Btw bila sebut tahun baru mesti

The first ever things came out from my mind is;

AZAM BARU!

LOL

I think that every year should have

new goals that you wanna achieve right

Even though yang tahun lepas pun tak tertunai lagi

Dah sibuk nak buat azam baru pula kan. Teehee :3

Btw, I guess that 2013 banyak memberi pengajaran

dan pengalaman kepada saya.

Untuk 2014

I don’t have any goals

Because I just wanna fulfill last year

So in this entry I would like to compile all my

2013 bittersweet and sour 

In the beginning of 2013

My life just like the same

Kalut preparing on my wedding, heh

p/s: This is the last entry and I wont talk about it again. Blergh

My job kinda cools enough

I have a lot of time to preparing everything

It was awesome ---

Due to that time lah

“Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I’ll be waiting all there’s left to do is run

You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess

It’s a love story baby

Just say yes” Taylor Swift - Love Story

Everything went perfectly until May 2013

I’ve got my first voting ever.

Feels great because the

person that I voted win it. Blablabla

Check this out | General Election 2013 - Me first time time Voting

Then in the middle of May 2013

I’ve got heartbreaking ---

Really, really bad heartbreaking

And worst moment ever!

Its sucks and sometimes I felt wanna die.

(P/s: but I’m scared to kill myself and it stupid lah. HAHA!)

Btw my wedding has to be cancelled

Due to some lame excuses.

Check this out | Andai ini Takdirku, Aku redha

            “I came in like a wrecking ball

             I never hit so hard in love

             All I wanted was to break your walls

             All you ever did was wreck me

Yeah, you, you wreck me” Miley Cyrus – Wrecking Ball

My wedding about around the corner

It’s only about 3-4 months

At first I felt really humiliated

People are talking bad about me.

Rumors spread like a virus. Blergh

TAPI akhirnya

Saya dapat lalui semua ini dengan

adanya KELUARGA

Disisi saya

I don’t know,

If I was alone at that time

Definitely I won’t be here

Because I’m not strong enough to facing

all this crap

and this bullshit

Thanks to my beloved FAMILY

Without them I’m totally a loser

About 1-2 month I’m suffering

Then end of July

I wake up

I need to be strong

Because I know that my parents will be suffered too

when looking at me unwell

I start to eat back

Laughing, and jadi manusia balik.

Buat apa nak seksa diri untuk orang yang tak perlukan kita kan

Kita sampai sakit, kurus, padahal orang sana tengah beronok-ronok

Macam bodoh je kan

Masa tu dah boleh terima kenyataan

Memang pahit but the key is

MOVE ON
Check this out - Tips | Bangkit dari kegagalan

“Thought I couldn't live without you

It’s gonna hurt when it  heals too

It all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It all get better in time” Leona Lewis – Better In Time

I’m quit lucky enough because

surrounding by good friends

I really mean it, really good friends.

I love you guys!

Thanks for lending your time to me

Only Allah can repay your guys back!

“You can count on me like 1, 2, 3,

I’ll be there

And I know when I need it

I can count on you like 4, 3, 2,

You’ll be there

‘Cause that’s what friends are

            Supposed to do, oh yeah” Bruno Mars - Count On Me

On September everything went good slowly

I went to an audition

To be a host

Yeah actually it’s my dream since I was kid

But due to my love-blind that time

I leave everything behind my back

So this time I wanna redeem all my 4 years back
Check this out - Me in Audition

“Where there is desire

There is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame

Someone’s bound to get burned

But just because it burns

Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die

You’ve gotta get up and try, and try,

And try” Pink - Try

Selepas itu saya juga telah mendapat satu tawaran kerja baru

Yang langsung tak pernah saya sangkakan

Everything went so smooth

Maybe ada hikmah dengan apa yang berlaku kan

October pula, saya menanti saat-saat akhir di tempat kerja lama

Terus-terang saya katakan

Saya sangat sukakan kerja ditempat lama

But I have to get out from my comfort zone

Keluar dari kotak selamat saya

Dan lihat something else new
Check this out - Make a Change In Life

              “I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

               Fire away, fire away

               Ricochet, you take your aim

               Fire away, fire away

               You shoot me down

               but I won't fall

               I am titanium

              You shoot me down

               but I won't fall

               I am titanium” David Guetta ft. Sia - Titanium

Then for the first time

I’m on short trip - Hatyai

Without my family

Just with my cool girlfriend; Farah

Really in love with Hatyai

The food, people, stuff, places

I just love everything!
Check this out - Hatyai (Day 1) / Hatyai (Day 2)

“It feels like a perfect night to dress up like hipsters

and make fun of our exes, ah ah, ah ah.

It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight

to fall in love with strangers, ah ah, ah ah.” Taylor Swift - 22

But then, langit tak selalunya cerah kan

Kadang-kadang Allah tak bagi apa yang

kita nak tu sebab mungkin belum tiba masanya

Saya terlepas peluang untuk ke Top 100 audition

Mula-mula saya agak upset

I kept blaming on myself

Sebab cuai and tak alert

Yelah, siapa yang tak sedih kan

Kaki dah sebelah untuk menuju impian

But then, Allah gantikan something else

Which is, daftar masuk tempat kerja baru
Check this out - A New Hope

Then end of November

Baru saya nampak hikmah mengapa kenapa

Allah tak tunaikan impian saya lagi

Ini kerana program yang bakal saya hadiri tu berselisih dengan

Majlis perkahwinan adik saudara saya

See, mesti ada sebab

Why it’s not happen yet

Thanks to Allah

Family comes first :)
Check this out - My cousin Ikhwan Wedding &
Terengganu Trip | Rombongan Pak Jenol

“Treasure, that is what you are

Honey you're my golden star

I know you could make my wish come true

If you let me treasure you

If you let me treasure you” Bruno Mars - Treasure

So come to December

Everything went so good and smooth

Nothing bad happen.

There’s a lot of things that I’ve learn at new place

It’s cool here

Even kinda chaotic daily works

I still in learning process and

I’m enjoying my moment here

So just be grateful

Everything happen must be have a

reason behind it

Just keep on faith, strong

Get out from your comfort zone

Try something new

InsyaAllah everything will be fine ---

In god will

“You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper” Demi Lovato - Skyscraper

P/s: I am really sorry because lately I used

to write in “rojak” sentence

Mihmih. I will figure out this problem :p

So hello 2014

Wish everything will be great and amazing

I am just hoping that nothing

can distract me to achieve my goal.

Please get me out from

lelaki tak guna macam Johan Asari. #Tetiba

“Oh lelaki

tak gunaaaa ku berikan semua

banggakah dirimu

kekasihku sahabatku”  Yuna - Lelaki

Eh? Bahahaha

I’m sorry Johan!

:p

Btw disini saya susun 10 jari

Jika selama anda menjadi readers saya

Saya pernah menyakitkan hati kalian

I am really sorry, from the bottom of my heart

Past is past

Now kita move on okay! ;)

p/s: Just realized entry tiada gambarlah -_-

Top 10 Heartbroken / Breakup Song 2013 – my list

1)      Wrecking Ball – Miley Cyrus

2)      When I Was Your Man – Bruno Mars

3)      We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together – Taylor Swift

4)      Let Her Go - Passengger

5)      Stay - Rihanna

6)      Harus Terpisah – Chakra Khan

7)      Come And Get It – Selena Gomez

8)      DONE – The Band Perry

9)      Lelaki – Yuna

10)   Trap – Henry ft Kyuhyun & Taemin

Top 10 Inspiration Song 2013 – my list

1)      ROAR – Katy Perry

2)      Wake Me Up – Avicii

3)      Brave – Sara Bareilles

4)      Try – Pink

5)      Titanium – David Guetta ft Sia

6)      Skyscraper – Demi Lovato

7)      Airplanes & Terminals – Andrew Garcia ft Traphik & G-Seven (Act this song was released on 2012)

8)      Don’t you worry child – Swedish House Mafia (Act this song was released on Sept 2012)

9)      Burn – Ellie Goulding

10)   Let It Go – Idina Menzel (ost Frozen)

Till then,

-xoxo-

S