Previous Entry : Terengganu Trip | Rombongan Pak Jenol
Previous Entry : My Cousin Ikhwan Wedding :)
Assalamualaikum
w.b.t
Hey
guys!
2013
gonna leave us soon ---
Within
few hours
Btw
bila sebut tahun baru mesti
The
first ever things came out from my mind is;
AZAM
BARU!
LOL
I
think that every year should have
new
goals that you wanna achieve right
Even
though yang tahun lepas pun tak tertunai lagi
Dah
sibuk nak buat azam baru pula kan
Btw,
I guess that 2013 banyak memberi pengajaran
dan
pengalaman kepada saya.
Untuk
2014
I
don’t have any goals
Because
I just wanna fulfill last year
So
in this entry I would like to compile all my
2013
bittersweet and sour
In
the beginning of 2013
My
life just like the same
Kalut
preparing on my wedding, heh
p/s:
This is the last entry and I wont talk about it again. Blergh
My
job kinda cools enough
I
have a lot of time to preparing everything
It
was awesome ---
Due
to that time lah
“Romeo take me somewhere we can be
alone
I’ll be waiting all there’s left to
do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the
princess
It’s a love story baby
Just say yes” Taylor Swift - Love Story
Everything
went perfectly until May 2013
I’ve
got my first voting ever.
Feels
great because the
person
that I voted win it. Blablabla
Check this out | General Election 2013 - Me first time time Voting
Then
in the middle of May 2013
I’ve
got heartbreaking ---
Really,
really bad heartbreaking
And
worst moment ever!
Its
sucks and sometimes I felt wanna die.
(P/s:
but I’m scared to kill myself and it stupid lah. HAHA!)
Btw
my wedding has to be cancelled
Due
to some lame excuses.
Check this out | Andai ini Takdirku, Aku redha
“I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me” Miley Cyrus – Wrecking Ball
My
wedding about around the corner
It’s
only about 3-4 months
At
first I felt really humiliated
People
are talking bad about me.
Rumors
spread like a virus. Blergh
TAPI
akhirnya
Saya
dapat lalui semua ini dengan
adanya
KELUARGA
Disisi
saya
I
don’t know,
If
I was alone at that time
Definitely
I won’t be here
Because
I’m not strong enough to facing
all
this crap
and
this bullshit
Thanks
to my beloved FAMILY
Without
them I’m totally a loser
About
1-2 month I’m suffering
Then
end of July
I
wake up
I
need to be strong
Because
I know that my parents will be suffered too
when
looking at me unwell
I
start to eat back
Laughing,
and jadi manusia balik.
Buat
apa nak seksa diri untuk orang yang tak perlukan kita kan
Kita
sampai sakit, kurus, padahal orang sana
Macam
bodoh je kan
Masa
tu dah boleh terima kenyataan
Memang
pahit but the key is
“Thought I couldn't live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It all get better in time” Leona Lewis – Better In Time
I’m
quit lucky enough because
surrounding
by good friends
I
really mean it, really good friends.
I
love you guys!
Thanks
for lending your time to me
Only
Allah can repay your guys back!
“You can count on me like 1, 2, 3,
I’ll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2,
You’ll be there
‘Cause that’s what friends are
Supposed to do, oh yeah” Bruno Mars - Count On Me
On
September everything went good slowly
I
went to an audition
To
be a host
Yeah
actually it’s my dream since I was kid
But
due to my love-blind that time
I
leave everything behind my back
“Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone’s bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die
You’ve gotta get up and try, and
try,
And try” Pink - Try
Selepas
itu saya juga telah mendapat satu tawaran kerja baru
Yang
langsung tak pernah saya sangkakan
Everything
went so smooth
Maybe
ada hikmah dengan apa yang berlaku kan
October
pula, saya menanti saat-saat akhir di tempat kerja lama
Terus-terang
saya katakan
Saya
sangat sukakan kerja ditempat lama
But
I have to get out from my comfort zone
Keluar
dari kotak selamat saya
“I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down
but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down
but I won't fall
I am titanium”
David Guetta ft. Sia - Titanium
Then
for the first time
I’m
on short trip - Hatyai
Without
my family
Just
with my cool girlfriend; Farah
Really
in love with Hatyai
The
food, people, stuff, places
“It feels like a perfect night to
dress up like hipsters
and make fun of our exes, ah ah, ah ah.
It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight
to fall in love with strangers, ah ah, ah ah.” Taylor Swift - 22
But
then, langit tak selalunya cerah kan
Kadang-kadang
Allah tak bagi apa yang
kita
nak tu sebab mungkin belum tiba masanya
Saya
terlepas peluang untuk ke Top 100 audition
Mula-mula
saya agak upset
I
kept blaming on myself
Sebab
cuai and tak alert
Yelah,
siapa yang tak sedih kan
Kaki
dah sebelah untuk menuju impian
But
then, Allah gantikan something else
Then
end of November
Baru
saya nampak hikmah mengapa kenapa
Allah
tak tunaikan impian saya lagi
Ini
kerana program yang bakal saya hadiri tu berselisih dengan
Majlis
perkahwinan adik saudara saya
See,
mesti ada sebab
Why
it’s not happen yet
Thanks
to Allah
Family
comes first :)
Check this out - My cousin Ikhwan Wedding &
Terengganu Trip | Rombongan Pak Jenol
Check this out - My cousin Ikhwan Wedding &
Terengganu Trip | Rombongan Pak Jenol
“Treasure, that is what you are
Honey you're my golden star
I know you could make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you” Bruno Mars - Treasure
So
come to December
Everything
went so good and smooth
Nothing
bad happen.
There’s
a lot of things that I’ve learn at new place
It’s
cool here
Even
kinda chaotic daily works
I
still in learning process and
I’m
enjoying my moment here
So
just be grateful
Everything
happen must be have a
reason
behind it
Just
keep on faith, strong
Get
out from your comfort zone
Try
something new
InsyaAllah
everything will be fine ---
In
god will
“You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper”
Demi Lovato - Skyscraper
P/s:
I am really sorry because lately I used
to
write in “rojak” sentence
Mihmih.
I will figure out this problem :p
So
hello 2014
Wish
everything will be great and amazing
I
am just hoping that nothing
can
distract me to achieve my goal.
Please
get me out from
lelaki
tak guna macam Johan Asari. #Tetiba
“Oh lelaki
tak gunaaaa ku berikan semua
banggakah dirimu
kekasihku sahabatku” Yuna - Lelaki
Eh?
Bahahaha
I’m
sorry Johan!
:p
Btw
disini saya susun 10 jari
Jika
selama anda menjadi readers saya
Saya
pernah menyakitkan hati kalian
I
am really sorry, from the bottom of my heart
Past
is past
Now
kita move on okay! ;)
p/s: Just realized entry tiada gambarlah -_-
p/s: Just realized entry tiada gambarlah -_-
Top 10 Heartbroken / Breakup Song
2013 – my list
1) Wrecking Ball – Miley Cyrus
2) When I Was Your Man – Bruno Mars
3) We Are Never Ever Getting Back
Together – Taylor Swift
4) Let Her Go - Passengger
5) Stay - Rihanna
6) Harus Terpisah – Chakra Khan
7) Come And Get It – Selena Gomez
8) DONE – The Band Perry
9) Lelaki – Yuna
10) Trap – Henry ft Kyuhyun & Taemin
Top 10 Inspiration Song 2013 – my
list
1) ROAR – Katy Perry
2) Wake Me Up – Avicii
3) Brave – Sara Bareilles
4) Try – Pink
5) Titanium – David Guetta ft Sia
6) Skyscraper – Demi Lovato
7) Airplanes & Terminals – Andrew
Garcia ft Traphik & G-Seven (Act this song was released on 2012)
8) Don’t you worry child – Swedish
House Mafia (Act this song was released on Sept 2012)
9) Burn – Ellie Goulding
10) Let It Go – Idina Menzel (ost
Frozen)
Till
then,
-xoxo-
S
.jpg)
