Hey You, I Won't Give Up

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Hey you,

Listen here,

No matter what it takes,

I won't never-ever give up on you,

What happen now, 
Sure there is a blessing.

Knowing you, such a blessing that I can't uttered,
I know, you really worked hard to get me last time,
So now, I will worked hard to get you back,
That's my promises to you,
I won't leave you.

Although now we're split,
But for me,
You still mine,
I will keep waiting for you.

All about you still in my memories,
It still warm and fresh,
I can't erase it,
Because the memories are too precious for me.

Whats happening now,
Will make me stronger than before,
I believe in Allah,
I believe in my family,
I believe in your family,
I believe in my beloved friends.

You know what,
The occurrence of these matter,
Has opened my eyes,
Now I know,
Many people loves me,
I felt so lucky.

So listen to me,
I won't give-up on you.
I love you.

Till then,
-xoxo-
S

 Jason Mraz version

but I prefer Madilyn Bailey cover version - 

because it more close to my heart

I won't give-up - Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

Rindu itu Miss la..

huish.. terus terang aku cakap.. it's almost 1 week that we're not seen each other. macam mana la aku nak bertahan untuk terus menunggu lagi seminggu. serious, aku dah tak boleh tahan. aku dah tak boleh bersabar. aku betul-betul tertekan. that's why many people said that long distance relationship is so dangerous. yup memang aku kuat cemburu. tapi cemburu tu tanda sayang kan? yup memang aku kuat berprasangka buruk..memang aku tak nafikan. well it's natural feelings. kalau kauorang tak pernah ada sedikit pun cemburu, memang sah la kauorang ni manusia yang langsung tak ada perasaan..muahaha.. okei get back to my story, ekceli my muhd amin and me get into an inside conflict. aku dah tak tahan rasa rindu ni sebab beliau begitu jauh dengan aku sekarang. beliau di bangi sekarang sebab ada kursus. :( yup i'm scared to losing him. dunno why this bad feeling always menari-nari dalam kepala otak aku. tolonglah wahai hatiku supaya masih percayakan dia. aku betul-betul rindu dia. T_T

Al-Fatihah untuk insan tersayang.

Melati kuntum tumbuh melata,

Sayang merbah di pohon cemara;

Assalammualaikum mulanya kata,

Saya sembah pembuka bicara.

Several days I do not write anything and being hideaway because on specific reasons. Last Thursday, I was in the wake of the sad news that my dear grandmother Hajah Ainon binti Abdul Rahman has left us all.

 

At that time I was still in office, at about 3p.m my mom call me and she said my grandmother are dying. I was really surprised and trembling and I couldn’t speak anything. I directly told Susan (she is my superior) bout this matter and I’m going to back home because my grandmother was in the middle of ailing. Hmm a few hours later my mother call me back to say my grandmother already passed away. I totally stymied. Seriously, that same feeling was appearing back when my late grandfather died.

 

Then, my dad came to my office to pick me up. I tried to hold back the tears from coming out. I cannot accept that I have lost grandmother. Seriously I felt lost, totally lost. I'm bizarre that the sad moments are happening again in my life. I realize I cannot blame fate.

 

Love is really hurt and pain. But for me nothing is pain then losing people that I love which is the most beloved grandmother. Whatever it is may my grandmother's will stay among the people who believe and do righteous deeds.
 

Life must go on, thinks positive and do look forward. I will continue to persevere in the face of the twists and turns of life. Hopefully tomorrow will be brighter than today.

Till then,

-xoxo-

S