Puppy Love | Chapter 2

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Assalamualikum w.b.t
Hey guys,
We meet again
Actually I forgot to post this entry HAHA
Thanks to Phais cause kept reminding me
to continue my Puppy Love Story HAHAHAH

Checked it out previous entry bout Puppy Love | Chapter 1 

So here is the continuation from few weeks ago.

After both of us went to boarding schools
We was lost contact
I went to Teknik School at Kedah and
He went to Science School at Negeri Sembilan
And I still kept my feelings to him --- at that time
And hoping that he will be mine

Yeah, 2 years I’ve been waiting for him
I know it sounds silly
Waiting for someone who is never knew that you like him
And guess what I closed my heart to others
just because of him
Maybe it looks pathetic
But I always pray to Allah
May Allah will bring us back ----
but It never happen
There’s maybe have a reason why
Allah didn’t make it happen, right?

Then, when I was in college
I started to open my heart again. Mihmih :3
Because I think I should forget bout him.
So Hafiz story ----The End

When I’m in semester 2 I met this guy,
Not really cute and not my type actually
Kinda bad boy type – stylish – cool – tall – thin -and
Of cause --- a rock star type. BAHAHAHA

At first, I really hate him
Serious.
He is the most annoying person that I ever met
He always makes me piss off
Idk, but I do hate him A LOT

He always teases me
Always calling me ‘kecik’
And I called him ‘kurus’ back
Always pulling out my chair
And laugh it loudly
I always crying because of his stupid jokes
And I always pray to Allah to take his life or else
I know, it’s wrong to pray for something bad for people

But, how do I like him? HAHA
Idk when but the situation became really weird
He skips classes for almost a month (I guess)
I thought he was suspended by college
And I am so happy because nobody will make me cry again

But after a week I felt really awkward
Because didn’t hear his voice laughing
And the class also quiet
Then my friend told me that
apparently he had dengue.
Suddenly I felt so regret and guilty cause
always pray for something bad happen for him

After he was healthy and went back to college
I greet and wish him – speedy recovery
And suddenly my heart AGAIN
Feels really nervous and surrounding by butterflies
But I still make it like usual
Which is nothing happen to us

And start from that day,
I think I already fall in love with him
But the situation already changed
He didn’t make noise in class
And didn’t tease me again
I felt so sad. Feels bad
I just don’t know why I miss his laughs
with his annoying smiles – at that time

Then, one day I went outing to the town
I bump into him
But, he with a girl --- a girlfriend
And he says hi to me
I just smile back to him
My eyes felt really heavy
I felt so confused, stressed, and
my heart was really in pain that night
I was crying all night long and
the next day I’m skipping class
cause I don’t wanna met him
And told my class rep that I was sick
Yeah, I am really sick – having heart-sick

Idk what should I do
I only know that I have to forget him
And it’s hard
Really hard
And the situation is not the same
like Hafiz situation
I tried to be in relationship with other guy
But it turns to disaster
Cause I always keep in mind only him
I can’t love someone like I love this guy

I tried to kept distance
But seems that I can’t
I rather change classes
For almost 2 years I’m suffering
Waiting for something that I can’t ever think bout it
It was stupid and lame
But that time I don’t have any courage’s to tell
That I really love him
So I just buried my feelings inside my heart
Because I don’t want to ruin his relationship with his girlfriend

So I just kept my feelings ALONE
And hide it from my friends.
Nobody know bout this.
And I become worst
Always sick, depressed, and its effects my grads
I know that I have to let it go
But I just don’t know what to do,
I just keep hurting myself
I don’t trust anybody
Cause people will make jokes bout it
It really painful and stressful year.

Until now, no one knew that I fall in love with him
So dear Capital ‘A’,
thanks for teach me how to survive in pain
And teach me how to be strong
Oh ya, I won’t reveal his name
Cause he is one of my facebook and instagram friends! HAHAHA

After stu-dying there
I’m working and start a new life
I didn’t contact with my college friends
I tried to get into healthy relationship
A LOT
but still can’t forget him until I met this guy.
TO BE CONTINUE…. Teehee

Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead.

Oscar Wilde

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So guys tell us your story ;)
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Till then,
XOXO
S

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